♥ The most horrible experience of my life...
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 -{'10:43 AM
She realli hurt my heart this time...
I realli love her this time round but...
it is nt wad i expected she would think of me...
she hated me... but till 2day...
i still don believe that...
there must be a reason behind it...
i don wanna think animore but...
everytime i close my eyes...
i kept thinkin of her...
i kept seein her in my dreamx...
since that incident...
i had sleepless nitex...
till 2day...
she is the 1st person...
to cause so much hurt n anguish to my heart
now that i hav a phobia in relationshipx...
i will keep everything that concerns love...
to myself...
i have nvr ever been this depressed b4...
i have nvr ever blamed it on her...
honestly...
I cried... but i nvr let out my feelingx to ani1...
no1 knows...
n i don wan ani1 to know...
but i hav to write down in my blog...
so that ue know wad i am experiencing now
i believe that there is true love...
but 90% of it comes from anguish...