then play then i nvr smile then he like that liaox...
lolx
dono wad happen...
so emo...
haix...talk abt "her"...
aiya...
don wanna say liaox...
so so sad...
nvm...
nobody will understand...
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haix...
the most happy moment of my lov life...
happened last night...
after yesterday...
i wanted 2 talk to her...
miss her...
but jus now...
i received a sms...
4rom "her"...
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its the most terrible message o my life...
i cant believe it...
everytime...
EVERYTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYTIME i fall in love!!!!!!!!!!!
somethin terrible will happen...
i told myself...
i don wanna fall in lov again...
but when i am nt in love...
i feel so misserable...
filled with anguish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
girlx... girlx... girlx...
galx can be the most horrible monster to man!!!!
galx can be the best partner 4 men!!!!
for me...
i am tortured by galx 4rom time to time...
i jus hate to be hurt...i jus hate it!!!!
i cant take it animore...
i need a gal who is able to be with me...
i am turnin EMO...
don wanna sae animore...
cryin liaox...
gdbye...
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008 -{'7:53 PM
this few dae i hav so mani badminton trainin... then i train lyke hell... jus to prepare 4 e tournament... then even last night i cannot sleep... so nervous...
then this morning... prepare go for e tournament... then go out meet in sch... i thought i late liaox... in the end... oni brian n rong tat there... lolx... then we chat there lorhx...
brian show me his bishop... got critical sia... lolx nvr see b4... then we all talk maple... maple...maple...maple... hahahax!! then slowli... more ppl start to come... then Ken say wanna come earli... then the last to reach... pro larhx he... zzz
then later the bus come liaox... then the bus oni abt 13ppl... includin teacher n coach... then we sit behind... talk maple again... hahax then Ken say if we win then play bowling... if lose then play pool later aft e tournament... hahax then we say ok lorhx...
then we reach the tournament ground lioax... then stroke... hahax... so funni the feeling... guai guai 1... then awhile later... the angry part... -_-" coach nvr choose me n brian... then we train so much then cannot play... lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so mad... but cannot say anithin...
later the 1st match then i become the linesman liaox... so sianx... sit there in... out... in... out... lolx.... then later brian n ghee hing be umpire... hahax more sianx...
aft all the matches... we win them in the end... hahax they all lousier than i expected... thrashed!!!!!! hahax then later wanna go bowling then go there... nvr OPEN!!!! lolx... wth... then jus go home lorhx...
then later i go airport... fetch my dad... finalli home 4rom germany... hahax buy so mani wine... hahax jiu gui... then come home play audi!!! hahax datx all...
♥ ~♥~2 MORE DAEX TO TOURNAMENT~♥~
Sunday, June 8, 2008 -{'11:22 PM
2 dae is a normal dae i had.... woke up quite late 2day... cos i last night slept quite late...
actualli 2day... goin 2 go out wif some1 special 1... but last minute nvr go... cos she got something on... then she finalli called me:) n i finalli know her voice lyke that 1...
then LRT call me... sae got go out with her o not... Zzz~~ then i tell him lorhx... nvr...Lolx~~ then he sae he found a gal... 4 me...Lolx... aiya... see how 1st larhx... mostli nt suitable 1 larhx...
lolx... then i nvr go out with her... then i stay at home with my famili... dad not at home so bored... :( went germany... next tuesday then come back... then cannot fetch him... cos got tournament... hahax... nvrm 1 larhx... got my mom go fetch him can liaox...
then talkin abt the tournament... afew weeks ago... some1 say wanna support me at the tournament... but somethin happened... then donoe whether she will go anot... but i thk she wont go 1 larhx... cos i thk she still mad at me... i still don understand galx... so troublesome...
anithin larhx... i jus don wanna fall in love again... it hurts me too deep...
haix... y talk abt the past... see larhx... make myself cry... lolx ok liaox...
don thk so much liaox... 2moro still got badminton trainin... then come home still got tuition... hahax\ then 2moro must be veri busy...
okay... wish that i wont get sick this few daex... then can perform super well in the tournament... kaex... gdnight...
♥ The most horrible experience of my life...
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 -{'10:43 AM
She realli hurt my heart this time... I realli love her this time round but... it is nt wad i expected she would think of me... she hated me... but till 2day... i still don believe that... there must be a reason behind it...
i don wanna think animore but... everytime i close my eyes... i kept thinkin of her... i kept seein her in my dreamx... since that incident... i had sleepless nitex... till 2day...
she is the 1st person... to cause so much hurt n anguish to my heart now that i hav a phobia in relationshipx... i will keep everything that concerns love... to myself... i have nvr ever been this depressed b4... i have nvr ever blamed it on her... honestly...
I cried... but i nvr let out my feelingx to ani1... no1 knows... n i don wan ani1 to know...
but i hav to write down in my blog... so that ue know wad i am experiencing now i believe that there is true love... but 90% of it comes from anguish...
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