♥ i dono wad is she tinkin at all....
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 -{'2:03 PM
wad is she tinkin now.... ... ...
wad is she doin now... ... ...
wad does she know... ... ...
wad does she wan... ... ...
where is she goin... ... ...
All of this Qs r running wild in my mind
that i dono wad 2 do at all... ... ...
1 failure in relationship... ... ...
always a failure ... ... ...
i realli don wan her 2 be hurt... ... ...
but i realli dono wad is on her mind...
how am i suppose to talk 2 her???
i acted happy infront of her... ... ...
but nobody knows how bad n
depressed i am deep in my heart
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
i jus don wan her to be hurt by me
jus lyke my ex... ... ...
i don wan the past 2 repeat... ... ...
if you realli love some1... ... ...
ue realli wan her to be happy
ue realli wan her to be wif ue
but now... ... ...
i don even know wad is she feelin
this afternoon... ... ...
i heard that she wan a break up... ... ...
i didnt know if it was real o nt
but if thatx wad she wan... ...
n thatx wad that make her happy
i am willin 2 sacrifice.....
if she is happy... ... ...
i am happy... ... ...
i m willin to give her up
than 2 stay wif her
if she doesnt feel happy... ...
but honestly... ... ...
i still love her... ... ...
i still care abt her... ... ...
i jus dono how 2 express my feelin
I AM SO STUPID..... ..... .....
I AM SO IDIOTIC... ... ... ...
I AM JUST AN EXTRA PEST
THAT GIVES TROUBLE
N SADNESS TO EVERYONE
HOW I WISH I COULD END MY
MISERABLE LIFE.......